Not a good day.

*sigh* Today was awfully frustrating. I called my doctor only to find out that 1) he doesn't work on Wednesdays and 2) he wants to put me on BCPs for a couple of months to get rid of my cysts (my PCOS cysts...the itty bitty ones that are basically always there and don't really affect anything). At my last appointment, I thought I made it clear that BCPs weren't an option considering I've been trying for well over a year to get pregnant and BCPs don't exactly help in that aspect. So, I told the nurse today that I would not get back on BCPs. She said she'd talk with him in the morning and see what he says. I'm really hoping he'll do what we'd decided at my last appointment and start me on Clomid. If not, I will ask him for a referral to an RE. I'm quite tired of his hesitancy to put me on Clomid. I know the risks and the side effects, and my husband and I have decided that they are worth it. If I am all right with it, then he needs to be as well. I realize I'm the first person he's had to treat with this type of infertility, but my goodness, something has to be done. I refuse to take essentially a 2-3 month break from TTC when I've tried for so long already. I just hope things work out tomorrow and that I can really start making some progress on trying to ovulate.