George, I did not miss you.

Man, I'm feeling crappy today. George arrived very shortly after I posted that he was MIA on Saturday. For all of Saturday and all of yesterday, it was light and I wasn't cramping too badly. However, I woke up this morning feeling super terrible. My uterus is rebelling against me, and my lower back is aching and I'm hoping I will make it through work without ruining any clothes. :( I can't wait to go home for the day and get my pj's on and lay on the couch and do absolutely nothing.

Yesterday was really good! Sunday school was great, although DH and I are stepping down as teachers since we don't feel like God is telling us that He needs us there any longer. We're thinking about joining the choir, as crazy as that is (neither one of us can sing very well). Lunch with DH's family was super tasty, and his mom made my favorite dessert of all time and it was just perfect. Took a nap after church with my kitties, then last night we did a prayer walk for our community and for our upcoming revival. An hour and a half of constant walking in the heat and the sun shining right in our faces later, we made it back to the church and had some tasty BBQ. I didn't eat much 'cause I was feeling pretty dehydrated and drank a ton of water, but I ate enough to feel full and actually didn't snack at all the rest of the evening! Yay for me!

Last night was also nice. I went upstairs to see what my husband was doing, and he had his headphones on and was listening to our song. :) So, when I came in he unplugged the headphones and restarted the song, and we danced. It was so nice to have that little moment of romance. We've been getting so caught up in life lately that we haven't been taking the time to do things like that. We spent the better part of last night just spending time with each other. It was nice. :) We're going to start setting aside 30 minutes a night where we just spend time with each other: no tv, no cell phones, no computers. Just us (and maybe the kitties).

I typed up part of the letter that I will be sending to Letters 2 My Uterus (http://www.wix.com/Letters2MyUterus/L2MU). I'm writing it to our future child. I have so many more I want to write, but I decided to start there. I encourage all of you ladies (and their SO's/DHs) who are struggling with infertility to think about writing it down in a letter and sending it in. For me, it's been theraputic to write what I'm feeling down on paper (or in MS Word).