It has been a crazy week. DH's grandma passed away yesterday, so I cut my family visit short to come back and be with him. The way he described her passing was almost exactly how things went with my grandmother. It was scary how alike it was. Brought back many memories from that day. The funeral is Friday. I didn't know his grandma very well, but I could tell from the few times I got to really spend with her that she was a very sweet, very loving woman and she truly adored DH and his siblings. I had really hoped DH and I would have a child before she passed so that our child could know her, but things just didn't work out that way.
Did my BL workout on Monday, and felt pretty good. Then, I noticed after my shower that lo and behold, I'm getting abs! I can see some definition starting in my abs, and it makes me so happy. I may not be losing much weight according to the scales, but my tummy is tightening up and that is okay with me! :)
Definitely didn't ovulate this past time around...although, I guess I should've expected that. My ovaries just don't want to give up those eggs! I keep alternating between deep sadness over the fact that we are still childless, and apathy since I know that every time I get my hopes up that I've ovulated, I don't. I wish I could get myself to stop charting, but then I know I would just stress about it even more and wonder if I missed O'ing because I wasn't keeping track. *sigh*
DH and I found a momma kitty and two little babies outside our apartment today. The momma is so sweet, and very friendly, but her little babies are feral and utterly terrified of me. We put some food and water out for them. Hopefully they will keep coming back. I have a nice little area made up on our back porch for the stray kitties around to come and eat and sleep in a nice, comfy dog box (it's even got pillows for them to lie on).
DH and I are going to go get our wedding garb tomorrow (well, today now) for the weddings we'll be in soon. He's got to get fitted for a tux, and I have to order my dress. His brother's coming with us. I think it'll be a fun trip! :)
Ugh...I still haven't done my BL workout for today (yesterday?). I just need to do it and get it over with. I ate a lot of food for dinner that I didn't need to be eating (2 pieces Papa John's pepperoni pizza, two garlic parmesan breadsticks, and a snickerdoodle cookie). Hopefully the workout will make me sleepy so I can go to bed before 3:00am like last night!
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