7 dpo? Yeah, right.

Temp went back up today, but barely. I'm really thinking that FF is lying to me, and that my high temps were due to my cold. I'm up visiting my mom for the week, and of course I managed to forget my thermometer, so I'm going to use one of hers but I won't have a clue how accurate it is relative to my thermometer. *sigh*

Sometimes I wonder if DH and I had done things the "wrong" way we maybe would've had a BFP by now. I know that's silly to think, but when I see all sorts of people I knew growing up getting pregnant, then getting married (maybe), then finishing college...it makes me frustrated to know that DH and I got married, I got my master's (he had his schooling done before we met), and we're still trying for that little bundle of joy. I almost feel like we're being punished for doing things in the right order. I know that it doesn't work that way, and God certainly wouldn't fault us for following His will, but man...it's one of those thoughts I have sometimes when I'm in the middle of a pity party.

I just have to keep telling myself that this will all be worth it in the end. The day we get to hold our beautiful little baby in our arms will be one of the best days of our lives. Our little one won't grow up thinking they weren't wanted, because oh, do we want you so badly!

Well, on a much brighter note, I'll be spending the week visiting family. I love getting to see my family. It sucks to be away from my husband for days on end, and being away from my kitties, but I love hanging out all day with my mom and watching 'Days of Our Lives' and playing Resident Evil 5 with my sister. I'm lucky I don't have to work this summer so I can get this time with my family. It'll also be the last splurge on food before I have to start my "diet". I really don't want to be battling pre-diabetes/type 2 diabetes, so starting next week I will be running with DH for 30 mins. a day and eating much healthier than I am now. It'll be more expensive (one of the reasons we bought the unhealthy foods before...we had/have a tight budget), but anything that'll make me healthier and increase our chances for a BFP is something we will definitely do!

"Nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy." -Dr. Bob Kelso, 'Scrubs'